wow. its been exactly five months.

im so freaking horrible.

i jsut weighed my self.

im.  138. this is only four lbs away from my highest weight. i need to get back to where i was. im really upset and im so sorry i let you all dow. i may possibly take pics but i dont want anyone to throw up. i need all the help and support i get. so sorry to my old subbs that i let you down.

stats

age:15 (bday apr 7)
h:5'5
cw:138
lw:115
hw:142

please help girls i need you now. so sorry i let you down.

i hate this site name bc im not ana..just never was..just had ana habits. so im getting a new one. ill update w/ the link. love:s

edit:heres the link. comment there please

http://www.xanga.com/oh_tobe_skinny

hey guys. wow im so amazingly sick. i feel like shit. so im giving up on the fast for today i'll start up tmrw. so feel free commenting me at anytime b/c im sick and i'll be home all day.

this is a girl i know she's so gorgeous and skinny.

yea she's ugly and i hate her but prbly weighs 95 lbs.

she's only ten but w/e. still skinny

awwww.

okay i'll edit later w/ points and stuff but i'll be on all day. so comment

edit. holy fuck points=ten. isuck.

ugh. im so upset. i did AMAZING today.

b:juice
l:lemonade
d:bagel bites, 1 can pepsi
s:TWO packs of gushers, some animal crackers, milk

i was SO freaking mad. i went to my friends house and her mom was like what do you want for dinner? and i was like oh i'm not hungry and she was like. oh you have to eat, and i couldnt fucking get out of it. and ofcourse fucking stupid me im so retarted. UGH. then i had a mini-ish binge. im so mad. but nothing else so i guess that's ohkay. ugh w/e

.::Points::.

today's
::CALORIES::.
501-600 = 4pts

.::H²0 INTAKE::.
3 cups= 3pts

.::FASTING::.
12-24 hrs = 4pts

.::WORK OUT::.
60 mins = 4pts

.::SLEEP::.
8 hrs = 4pts

.::OTHER::.
Posting Daily= 1pts
Posting Thinspo= 1pts
One Green Tea Pill = 3pts (2..six pts)

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does any one know how many calories are in bagel bites? im guessing 200?

so yea. im sorry i dissappointed everyone who's fasting w/ me. i mean. that's not TOO BAD. i mean trust me im not like patting myself on the back im supposed to be fasting. i wouldnt even be happy for this for a non fasting day. im so sorry girls. thanks for all of your amazing comments. i love all of my subscription girls. no joke. =]

starting a fast tmrw. i believe?

edit. points sry three days worth.

.::Points::.

today's
::CALORIES::.
0 = 10pts
1-200 = 8pts
201-300 = 7pts
301-400 = 6pts
401-500 = 5pts
501-600 = 4pts
601-700 = 3pts
701-800 = 2pts
801-900 = 1pts
901+ = 0pts

.::H²0 INTAKE::.
Less than 1cup (8oz) = -5pts
2 cups= 2pts
3 cups= 3pts
4 cups= 4pts
5 cups= 5pts
6 cups= 6pts
7 cups= 7pts
8 cups= 8pts
**Add a point for every extra cup (8 oz.)**

.::FASTING::.
Less than 12 hrs = 2pts
12-24 hrs = 4pts
24-36 hrs = 6pts
36-48 hrs = 8pts
48-60 hrs = 10pts
60-72 hrs = 12pts
Over 72 hrs = 14pts  
**Add 2pts every extra 12 hours**

.::WORK OUT::.
0 mins = -5pts
30 mins = 2pts(ten min=1 pt)
60 mins = 4pts
90 mins = 6pts
120 mins = 8pts
150 mins = 10pts
180 mins + = 12pts
**Add 2 points for every extra 30 minutes**

.::SLEEP::.
less than 5 hours = -1pts
5 hrs = 1pts
6 hrs = 2pts
7 hrs = 3pts
8 hrs = 4pts
9 hrs = 5pts
9 hrs or more = 10pts
**Add a point for every extra hour**

.::OTHER::.
Vitamin = 2pts
Posting Daily= 1pts
Posting Thinspo= 1pts
8oz of Green Tea = 3pts
One Green Tea Pill = 3pts
8oz of Black Coffee = 2pts
Posting Pictures (of yourself) = 2 pts per pic
**Send pics of yourself in for bonus pts!**\

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tues-17

mon-22

.so yea not so good lately. but tmrw im doing a MINIMUN 3 day liquid fast. i am aloud 250 cals of liquids a day. anyone can join that wants.

i resisted all this food in english today, so that was pretty much the only good thing. plus the work out. but w/e. im gonna do 50 crunches before bad. i know that's NOTHING. some of you do 1000. but i'll work my way up there. loveyou girls so much sorry for the short posts lately. <3333sienna

thinspo x 3 sinse i've been slacking

the old lindsay. rest in peace